FIREFIGHTER'S
PRAYER
When
I am called to duty, God
Whenever
flames may rage,
Give
me the strength to save some life
Whatever
be its age,
Help
me embrace a little child
Before
it is too late
Or
save an older person from
The
horror of that fate
Enable
me to be alert and
Hear
the weakest shout
And
quickly and efficiently
To
put the fire out
I
want to fill my calling and
To
give the best in me,
To
guard my every neighbor and
Protect
his property
And
if according to my fate
I
am to lose my life,
Please
bless with your protecting hand
My
children and my wife.
-Anon
Gone But
Not Forgotten
"Hey
mom,!" He yelled from the attic door, "What's these old heavy boots and
hard hat for?"
With
a lump in her throat and a tear stained cheek, His mother swallowed and
started to speak.
"Come
here my son," his mother said, "There's things to tell when I clear my
head."
The
past raced madly through her mind; She searched her heart, the words to
find.
At last
she sighed and rubbed his hair, And the words that followed I'd like to
share.
"Those
boots and hat," she said with pride, "Were worn by a man with grit inside.
He wore
them to help people in need, Though facing danger, would never concede.
Many
a time in the dead of the night, He jumped in those boots and flashed out
of sight.
To answer
a call and not knowing for sure What danger or heartache he may have to
endure.
Your
father, my son, was not like most dads, It was mainly because of the job
that he had.
His
life was devoted to all of mankind, And just why he choose it, is not clear
in my mind.
I've
often regretted the life that we led, When every third night I was alone
in our bed.
But
your mother is proud to say she was a part Of a man who possessed such
a courageous heart.
Though,
for all his discomfort and all of his pain The time he spent here was never
in vain.
So the
memories I've kept and the love I will save Are small consolations for
the life that he gave.
Your
father's days here made other's seem brighter, For your father, my son,
was a Firefighter."
by
Firefighter James
Price
Jefferson Parish
Fire Department
I Wish You Could See
I wish you could know what it is like to
search a burning bedroom for trapped children,
flames rolling above your head, your palms
and knees burning as you crawl, the floor
sagging under your weight as the kitchen
below you burns.
I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror
at 3 in the morning as I
check her husband of 40 years for a pulse
and find none.
I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him
back, knowing intuitively it is too late.
But wanting his wife and family to know
everything possible was
done to try to save his life.
I wish you knew the unique smell of burning
insulation, the taste of soot-filled
mucus, the feeling of intense heat through
your turnout gear, the sound of
flames crackling, the eeriness of being
able to see absolutely nothing in dense
smoke-sensations that I've become too
familiar with.
I wish you could understand how it feels
to go to work in the morning after having
spent most of the night, hot and soaking
wet at a multiple alarm fire.
I wish you could read my mind as I respond
to a building fire; Is this a false alarm
or a working fire? How is the building
constructed? What hazards await me?
Is anyone trapped? Or to an EMS call,
What is wrong with the patient? Is it minor
or life-threatening? Is the caller really
in distress or is he waiting for us with a 2x4 or gun?
I wish you could be in the emergency room
as a doctor pronounces dead the
beautiful five-year old girl that I have
been trying to save during the last 25 minutes.
Who will never go on her first date or
say the words, I love you Mommy again.
I wish you could know the frustration I
feel in the cab of the engine or my personal
vehicle, the driver with his foot
pressing down hard on the pedal, my arm tugging
again and again at the air horn chain,
as you fail to yield the right-of-way at an
intersection or in traffic. When you need
us however, your first comment upon
our arrival will be, It took you forever
to get here!
I wish you could know my thoughts as I
help extricate a girl of teenage years from the
remains of her automobile. What if this
was my sister, my girlfriend or a friend?
What were her parents reaction going to
be when hey opened the door to
find a police officer with hat in hand?
I wish you could know how it feels to walk
in the back door and greet my parents
and family, not having the heart to tell
them that I nearly did not come back from
the last call. I wish you could feel the
hurt as people verbally, and sometimes physically,
abuse us or belittle what I do, or as
they express their attitudes of,
"It will never happen to me".
I wish you could realize the physical,
emotional and mental drain or missed meals,
lost sleep and forgone social activities,
in addition to all the tragedy my
eyes have seen. I wish you could know
the brotherhood and self- satisfaction
of helping save a life or preserving someone's
property, or being able to be here
in time of crisis, or creating order from
total chaos.
I wish you could understand what it feels
like to have a little boy tugging At your arm
and asking, Is Mommy okay? Not even being
able to look in his eyes without
tears from your own and not knowing what
to say. Or to have to hold back
a long time friend who watches his buddy
having rescue breathing done on
him as they take him away in the ambulance.
You know all along he did not
have his seat belt on. A sensation that
I have become too familiar with.
Unless you have lived with this kind
of life, you will never truly Understand or appreciate
who I am, we are, or what our job really
means to us...
I wish you could though.
-author unknown-
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Last Update 2/12/2001